I come from a split family, my parents were divorced and remarried by the time I was 2 years old. My mom married a man who had two children and then they had two more children of their own, my dad had two children with his new wife. My entire life I struggled with being the outsider, the black sheep of the family never really having the secure feeling of belonging. I tried to always be the good girl to get recognition and acceptance to no avail. I became a people pleaser due to the environment that I lived in with constant financial struggles always having to make due with what could be afforded, mental, emotional and physical abuse within the family home. I stayed quite to avoid being seen or heard, which eventually caused me to become lost to who I was, having no goals, dreams or even a voice of my own. I became a mom in my own right at the young age of 18 just after graduating high school. I found and married someone who I believed would help me change the direction of my future. 

After 16 years of marriage, having and raising 4 children, there came a point in my life where I realized I didn’t know who I was. Twelve years of running kids around to ball park after ball park and meeting every demand they has as well as the demand of my husband and other family members. Almost every waking moment I had was filled with doing something, running somewhere for someone else.

My breaking point stated to come to a head one night at 1:30 in the morning with a house full of teenager, I got a call that my husband was being arrested for DUI and reckless driving. Yes, my husband is an alcoholic that I was constantly battling with his outrageous behavior and bad decision making about being behind the wheel and compulsive spending habits. He used all of our savings and retirement to hire an attorney to avoid going to prison. He used drinking as an escape mechanism to avoid the reality and consequences of life and I was his enabler and allowed this to happen and went along for the ride.  

I would cry myself to sleep almost every night. I would beg and pray for help and guidance to get through life and began my descent into depression, I hid from the world helpless and ashamed of what I had allowed my life to become. I engrossed myself in my own version of escapism by reading novel books creating an inner fantasy world for myself which that I could lead a life any life the way that the authors wrote about the characters in the books.

I lacked determination, courage, a voice of my own, and the motivation I need to make the changed I wanted in my life. I was wanting someone to tell me what to do, that it was ok to change, that it was ok to stand up for how I felt and have a voice in my family and in the world. I felt as if I had no passion, love, friends, community connections, a purpose and a reason to be in this world. My marriage was falling apart, I felt like I had no one around to help me, my financial security was gone, I hated my job, I felt completely helpless.

I thought to myself there has to be something more to life than just this. I made the decision to separate from my husband as a way to get some space to start to truly discover who I was as a person and what was important to me about life. I continued to beg and pray for help and guidance, I was stuck in a job working for my husbands father that I absolutely loathed, whenever I tried to make a change I would be guilted or manipulated into staying. I was a doormat for my family and would always do whatever I could possibly do to keep everyone happy. I gave so much for so long I literally was dying from the inside out. I finally had enough and stood up for myself and said NO MORE! That is when I took my very first step on my Soul journey and began to discover or re-discover who I was and then started to Embrace all of who I AM!

I began to stand up for myself one step at a time, first by learning who I was, what I liked, didn’t like, what made me happy, sad, mad, etc. I then began to express my thoughts and opinions more openly. I started to receive the help and guidance that I had been asking for which lead me to the road I needed to be on for this journey to my Soul.

People began to come into my life that helped me in many ways from personal relationships, making the right kind of connections, helping to build my self-confidence: teachers, healers, mentors, guides and angels. Being an avid reader, I searcher hundreds of self-help, personal and spiritual development books and pretty much read everything I could get my hands on. I was referred to a class which I took level one and two and became a High Priestess which was the starting point that lead me to some of the most profound inner work I have done.

I began to refuse to do the things that I didn’t want to or didn’t make me happy. I quite my job and started cleaning houses which took off like a bat out of hell and helped me financially support all the training I needed to build what I knew I was born to do in my life.

I have over 10 years of studying in Metaphysical Science and working on my Doctorate, became an ordained Minister, took Physic development classes and workshops, and became a Certified Akashic Records Practitioner. And each and every day I continue to discover more and more about who I am and what my truth is. I am and Intuitive healer, teacher, and guide who helps others connect who they truly are. I help others step into alignment with their true essence in life, their Soul, so that they too can step into a life filled with joy, trust, confidence, love, peace, abundance and success.